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I should apologize,
for all the silence,
for all the harm,
for all that's been said,
for all that's been kept
in utter silence.

I dare not,
for with apologies
comes repentance,
and today, I can't find it
within in myself.

This is me,
open, closed,
distant, close,
sadly no more
and thankfully no less
than before.

Who are you
to think I should,
to ask me to,
to expect me to
fulfill you heart's desire?

Who am I,
to deny,
to suppress,
to confess,
that I don't have
anything else to give?

I will apologize,
when I find the time,
the words and the guts
to do so...

I am sorry.